On a whim, I saw that a movie, Lemonade Mouth, would be premiering on the Disney Channel. The film promised to have a lot of music in it, so I thought that Ayden might enjoy watching it as he was being tube fed.
Ayden latched on to the movie and the music immediately. He loved it so much that we bought the CD for the car. And eventually, Ayden's anthem, "Determinate," was born.
I can't tell you how many times we heard "Determinate." Ayden loved the song's slow buildup. He and I would look at each other and question, "Ready?!?!" right before rocking out with the band. During the song's rap interlude (performed by Adam Hicks), Ayden would put on his best Adam rapper face and, with attitude, move his head side-to-side. Later, he added "raising the roof." And when the song ended, Bryan and I would hear little Ayden, "Again!"
The song became so important that members of Ayden's Army were putting the song on their iPads and iPods and iPhones so that when they heard it, they would think of Ayden and pray for him.
Bryan and I were infinitely grateful for the song during Ayden's stay in the hospital for his third heart surgery, the Fontan. We used the song to encourage and calm a very unhappy boy. Particularly, I remember that Ayden could not be released from the hospital without first undergoing an ECHO to see how his body was responding to the Fontan procedure. Typically, they put the children to sleep because an ECHO can be pretty painful on a chest that has just been torn open. Bryan and I felt confident that Ayden could do the ECHO without being put to sleep. We knew that if they put him under, any number of negative possibilities could occur that could prolong Ayden's stay in the hospital.
I will admit that when Tony, our favorite ECHO technician, began the post-Fontan ECHO, things were a little dicey. Ayden was having a hard time staying still, and he was becoming increasingly upset. Bryan busted out Ayden's iPad and immediately began playing "Determinate." A calm fell over our child. He even smiled. And he made it through the ECHO.
Here we are a year post-Fontan, and our dear friend, Phil Glasser, is working on a film with Adam Hicks. Phil and his wife, Elise (my best friend), shared Ayden's story with Adam, and Adam wanted to do something to continue to encourage Ayden. As a result, Adam and Phil created a video message specifically for Ayden, during which Adam calls Ayden by name and then proceeds to rap his portion of "Determinate." Ayden's response? Well, watch for yourself!
Adam, Bryan and I are so grateful to you for taking the time to send some love Ayden's way. Your message means more than you could possibly realize.
